Man I've been sleeping oddly lately. Friday night I slept for like 12 hours and today I slept for like 12 (13 if you want to mess up daylight savings time) and I'm still tried.

I've had an exhausting weekend, I can't wait till halloween I got my costume sorted now.

laters

ps. I love fireworks.

jacked from steph!

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so today was good I guess, I'm still in a bad mood. I went to sidney after going downtown with sean, met up with anthony and shit then went to shadows, which I waited outside but I was still freaked because I'm a pussy that way, then we came back to stonetrends and I went into the DARK STUPID wearhouse to try and find if my house keys were there which they we'rnt so laura and I came back down and riana was sitting at the bottom of the stairs and then moved and so then it was riana but I still started to cry then SEAN jumped out from behind a table and made me cry more and I shouted at them both. It really pissed me off so I locked them in the werehouse luckly anthony and others were here to let them out because I would be damned if i was going to let them out.
sean appologized but I'm still pissed and now I'm jumpy.


Fuck!

HAHAAA english class is what keeps my afternoons great!

lol @ dana smoking pot
lol @ steph's 42" penis
lol @ 8008135

yes and I got my hair dye to day when I went downtown with sean.

XD

I don't really have much to say right now besides the fact that I'm finding it awfully hard to breath lately well actually to get enough breath it's really pissing me off and making me lightheaded.

Besides that I've been having an off week I haven't been able to do shit lately becuase I get distracted and I've felt so bad lately but this isn't the place to be writing why.

so I'll leave it here.

eff

it came! my computer.

only my stuff is gone so I need to talk to my mom about that.


besides that its UBER fast compaired to my old one.

and the gods said let there be goodness rained upon this girl and it was done and it was good.

yes the gods have smiled upon me and granted me with a new computer. The computer was free but we did have to pay for the warenty again and setup and a bunch of other shit which was like $400 BUT the computer that futureshop is replacing my old one with is 2x better! like it has 120GB of space and the 512mb of ram I wanted.

ALEX'S TODAY AS WELL!! !



only about 3 more days till my new baby comes home.

will some one PLESE just put me in a coma for a couple weeks. Pfft actually no It FEELS like I'm in a fucking coma. this not having a computer thing... not working out for me also not having pants isnt working either. Actually nothing seems to be working lately.

LIKE CLEANING MY ROOM! I have cleaned my room EVERY DAY for the past 5 days! EVERY FUCKING DAY RIGHT! yea but it always ends up a mess in the end becuase I have to spend time cleaning it before going out anywhere taking up time I need to get what I need to go SO THEN since I had to reorganize I CAN'T find anything which leads in me tearing up the room to find it. FUCKSAKES! I nearly missed the bus yesterday because I had to reorganize my room but I didn't miss it so I go to laura's for a couple hours (which really wasn't worth the stress of having to clean the kitchen, reorganizing my room, cleaning the downstairs and then almost missing the bus) only a couple hours before my mother forcefully takes me home.

THEN BRILLANT IDEA (stupids) sean calls from laura and asks if I could come BACK to stay the night. WELL thanks for making my mom pissed at me kids fucksakes! Alex called me though because simon called alex and told him to call me. Woke up felt shitty (nothing new for this fucking week) layed in bed started the rough draft of my essay for english (note started I really don't want to finish it) alex called talked to alex then I dont remeber what I did but then I remeber falling asleep on the couch at 4ish then woke up at 5:30 (really wished I hadn't but I needed a drink) Then tried to go back to sleep which was a bust. Fuck I'm in a really bad mood from this whole weekend. I think the only thing that went semi good was friday evening with sean in sidney but even that was a sort of bust.

AHH FUCK!!! I'm really not looking forward for the next week. IF anyone has a pick me up for me that would be great and I'd love you forever!

now I think I'm going to go be grumpy some where else. Peace.

well from all the blog post it seems I missed a great show on saturday and since my computer is shit (and now in future shop) I didnt knwo shit about the video shoot but oh well you know waht makes up for it all.


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oh and happy birthday alex

^.^v

fuck psych!!!


but I finished my psychoanalysis on jesus.. its a bunch of bull shit.

I just cant concentrate here.

Long FUCKING live my harddrive!!!



YAY!

So I fried my computer. Everything is gone! It’s all gone the mother board is fried. I’m fucking stupid. And I’m pissed that it’s all gone, I can’t stop thinking about it either it’s really starting to piss me off I mean what the fuck was I thinking. ALL my pictures, my music, my videos my programs they’re ALL gone.. and it’s all because I’m an idiot. I just want to cry I mean my pictures.. I’m not going to be able to get those back! My music what ever I’ll get that back eventually, my programs I’ll get back but my pictures. FUCK!

What the shit was I thinking?!

so I'm in psychology and I can't think.


there's so much going on today and it’s just keeping me so preoccupied and I can’t help my mind from wandering. My computer should be fixed by today or tomorrow which will be good I’ll be able to edit photos and get them off my camera.

ALEXISONFIRE TONIGHT though which is kind of keeping my morale up which is good I can’t wait I hope Nolan and I don’t miss the bus because we’ll just make it downtown if we catch the proper one.

Well I should get back to psychoanalyzing Jesus Christ.

Love

I fucked up my computer so I'm posting from stone trends.

hopefully I'm getting it fixed tomorrow


I fucked up .grumbles.

although today was fun I got to chill with sean which is great I redid my hair.


ps. riana sorry i didnt call you back my phone was tarding out <3

Im in such a great mood!

everything seems to be comming back together again.

I'm going to school tomorrow!

riana, kayleigh and nolan all came to see me (if only for a couple minutes with kayleigh and nolan)

I'm feeling better and well rested.

the only thing is the work I missed but oh well.

XD

so it's day two of me missing school.

this is bull. I should be back tomorrow. well actually I better be back tomorrow.

I'm missing a test today, nothing pisses me off more about being sick than missing test/big projects. also I'm not able to hand in my thing for stage craft fuck this.

guh.

I want to sleep more but its pretty hard when I can't breath out of my nose.

I hate being sick

great.

I'm missing school tomorrow and I can't sleep


.grumble.