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2006-11-24T04:34:05Z

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2006-10-29T22:23:08Z

Man I've been sleeping oddly lately. Friday night I slept for like 12 hours and today I slept for like 12 (13 if you want to mess up daylight savings time) and I'm still tried.

I've had an exhausting weekend, I can't wait till halloween I got my costume sorted now.

laters

ps. I love fireworks.

moosic

2006-10-28T21:17:28Z

jacked from steph!

(yea so I just put my music on shuffle to do this)

1.
song:Cosmopolitan [nine black alps]
any special meaning to you: Just the begining lyrics remind me alot of the media's portrayal of human kind.
any memories: Listening to this on the way to summer school.
who would you dedicate it to: haha the song lyrics are horrible to say this about but probably my friends.
who do you think would dedicate it to YOU: no one probably.
are you a fan of the artist: I've only heard a couple songs by them.

2.
song: Is that All there is [peggy lee]
favorite lyric: I dont really have one the whole song is amazing
which genre would you put it in: easy listening
which feeling does it portray: calm, serenity.. it relaxes me.
favorite song by that artist: I dont know I dont really listen to much by this artist, but either this song or fever.

3.
song: Daikenkai [des-row]
which number is it on your playlist: I dont know.
who wrote it: best guess is the band, so Des-Row
does it have any swears in it: Hah I wouldn't know, it's in japanese
which country is the artist from: umm..japan.
would you recommend the song: yes I would.

4.
song: Counterparts and Number them [alexisonfire]
does the title relate to the lyrics: not that I can think of
who should listen to it: anyone who likes alexisonfire or screamo
does it describe your current emotion: not really.
Whats the first word in the song: Jennifer.
how did you find out the artist: Muchmusic.

5.
song: Kiss me Like you wanted [I am ghost]
does it make you sad: not really
do your friends listen to it: maybe a couple.
how old is the song: From last year
what mood does it generate: high energy
would you listen to it all the way through: not really no.

6.
song: Lend it Bullets [counting heartbeats]
which genre would you put it in: rock?
any special meaning to you: camping with smutxcore kids XD
does your mom like it: I dont know.
which album is it from: lights

7.
song: 99 red ballons (cover) [reel big fish]
who do you think would dedicate it to YOU: I dont know, some one.
does it bring up any memories: Just makes me think of my shirt with 99 red ballons on it.
do you sing along to it: umm.. yea
does it describe your life at this moment: ..if you really think about it, it could.
did it ever?: see above.

8.
song: Ice [the rasmus]
favorite song by the artist: one of them
which genre would it be: rock..
are the lyrics meaningful: YES!!!
how old is the song: A few years old.
is it well known or no: depends where you ask, but in canada, probably not.

9.
song: My name is... [eminem]
is it sung by a girl or boy: A guy
how many times have you listened to it before: A few.
how long have you had it on your playlist: A whiles.
which number is it on the playlist: I DONT KNOW!
bring up any memories: being 10 - 12 years old

10.
song: I never told you what I do for a living [my chemical romance]
similar to which other song: I really dont know, alot of my chemical romance stuff.
who would you dedicate it to: MCR fans?
what emotion is the song about: again, energetic.
is it hard to sing vocally: not really no.
do you like it: yes I do.
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1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question.

No cheating!

What does next year have in store for me?
BreakDown
(hmm..that dosent seem good)

What's my love life like?
Boy's dont cry
(what the fuck?)

What do I say when life gets hard?
Think of Me.

What do I think when I get up in the morning?
Dancing
(what the hell!)

What song will I dance to at my wedding?
Love song
(hmm..)

What do you want as a career?
The Lost Souls
(okay..)

Your favourite saying?
I'll melt with you.

Your pet's name?
Bleed for You
(wow.. emo much)

Favourite place?
16 by 32

What do you think of your parents?
cry little sister
(alright..)

First Date?
La Danse

Drug of choice?
Return to Oz

Describe yourself.
Voices of Violence
(hmm..)

What is the thing I like doing most?
I'll Make a Man out of you
(tee hee *snickers*)

What is my state of mind like at the moment?
You're Champagne and I'm Shiznit
(what?)

How will I die?
Tango Maureen
(so death by dancing or death by cheating gf. ^0) )

FUCK!!

2006-10-28T06:15:34Z

so today was good I guess, I'm still in a bad mood. I went to sidney after going downtown with sean, met up with anthony and shit then went to shadows, which I waited outside but I was still freaked because I'm a pussy that way, then we came back to stonetrends and I went into the DARK STUPID wearhouse to try and find if my house keys were there which they we'rnt so laura and I came back down and riana was sitting at the bottom of the stairs and then moved and so then it was riana but I still started to cry then SEAN jumped out from behind a table and made me cry more and I shouted at them both. It really pissed me off so I locked them in the werehouse luckly anthony and others were here to let them out because I would be damned if i was going to let them out.
sean appologized but I'm still pissed and now I'm jumpy.

Fuck!

I LOVE STEPH!!!

2006-10-28T01:41:21Z

HAHAAA english class is what keeps my afternoons great!

lol @ dana smoking pot
lol @ steph's 42" penis
lol @ 8008135

yes and I got my hair dye to day when I went downtown with sean.

XD

gurrgle.

2006-10-27T02:47:14Z

I don't really have much to say right now besides the fact that I'm finding it awfully hard to breath lately well actually to get enough breath it's really pissing me off and making me lightheaded.

Besides that I've been having an off week I haven't been able to do shit lately becuase I get distracted and I've felt so bad lately but this isn't the place to be writing why.

so I'll leave it here.

fbhg vhasdgf uh !

2006-10-25T00:48:11Z

eff

ITS HERE!!!

2006-10-24T03:42:36Z

it came! my computer.

only my stuff is gone so I need to talk to my mom about that.

besides that its UBER fast compaired to my old one.

squee!

2006-10-21T21:05:04Z

and the gods said let there be goodness rained upon this girl and it was done and it was good.

yes the gods have smiled upon me and granted me with a new computer. The computer was free but we did have to pay for the warenty again and setup and a bunch of other shit which was like $400 BUT the computer that futureshop is replacing my old one with is 2x better! like it has 120GB of space and the 512mb of ram I wanted.

ALEX'S TODAY AS WELL!! !

only about 3 more days till my new baby comes home.

FUCK!

2006-10-16T02:03:19Z

will some one PLESE just put me in a coma for a couple weeks. Pfft actually no It FEELS like I'm in a fucking coma. this not having a computer thing... not working out for me also not having pants isnt working either. Actually nothing seems to be working lately.

LIKE CLEANING MY ROOM! I have cleaned my room EVERY DAY for the past 5 days! EVERY FUCKING DAY RIGHT! yea but it always ends up a mess in the end becuase I have to spend time cleaning it before going out anywhere taking up time I need to get what I need to go SO THEN since I had to reorganize I CAN'T find anything which leads in me tearing up the room to find it. FUCKSAKES! I nearly missed the bus yesterday because I had to reorganize my room but I didn't miss it so I go to laura's for a couple hours (which really wasn't worth the stress of having to clean the kitchen, reorganizing my room, cleaning the downstairs and then almost missing the bus) only a couple hours before my mother forcefully takes me home.

THEN BRILLANT IDEA (stupids) sean calls from laura and asks if I could come BACK to stay the night. WELL thanks for making my mom pissed at me kids fucksakes! Alex called me though because simon called alex and told him to call me. Woke up felt shitty (nothing new for this fucking week) layed in bed started the rough draft of my essay for english (note started I really don't want to finish it) alex called talked to alex then I dont remeber what I did but then I remeber falling asleep on the couch at 4ish then woke up at 5:30 (really wished I hadn't but I needed a drink) Then tried to go back to sleep which was a bust. Fuck I'm in a really bad mood from this whole weekend. I think the only thing that went semi good was friday evening with sean in sidney but even that was a sort of bust.

AHH FUCK!!! I'm really not looking forward for the next week. IF anyone has a pick me up for me that would be great and I'd love you forever!

now I think I'm going to go be grumpy some where else. Peace.

hmm.

2006-10-09T16:22:46Z

well from all the blog post it seems I missed a great show on saturday and since my computer is shit (and now in future shop) I didnt knwo shit about the video shoot but oh well you know waht makes up for it all.

DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION SUPERNOVA BITTTCHESS!!!

its amazing.. winning songs is harder though i have a bunch in stock at the store but I cant win them yet.

but I will prevail!

oh and happy birthday alex

^.^v

bkroeia vg;jh!

2006-10-08T02:17:26Z

fuck psych!!!

but I finished my psychoanalysis on jesus.. its a bunch of bull shit.

I just cant concentrate here.

"baaaa" says frank!

2006-10-07T18:46:15Z

Long FUCKING live my harddrive!!!

YAY!

Meltdown.

2006-10-05T19:48:39Z

So I fried my computer. Everything is gone! It’s all gone the mother board is fried. I’m fucking stupid. And I’m pissed that it’s all gone, I can’t stop thinking about it either it’s really starting to piss me off I mean what the fuck was I thinking. ALL my pictures, my music, my videos my programs they’re ALL gone.. and it’s all because I’m an idiot. I just want to cry I mean my pictures.. I’m not going to be able to get those back! My music what ever I’ll get that back eventually, my programs I’ll get back but my pictures. FUCK!

What the shit was I thinking?!

soyproduct @ 2006-10-04T12:22:00

2006-10-04T19:34:15Z

so I'm in psychology and I can't think.

there's so much going on today and it’s just keeping me so preoccupied and I can’t help my mind from wandering. My computer should be fixed by today or tomorrow which will be good I’ll be able to edit photos and get them off my camera.

ALEXISONFIRE TONIGHT though which is kind of keeping my morale up which is good I can’t wait I hope Nolan and I don’t miss the bus because we’ll just make it downtown if we catch the proper one.

Well I should get back to psychoanalyzing Jesus Christ.

Love

ERROR

2006-09-30T04:02:03Z

I fucked up my computer so I'm posting from stone trends.

hopefully I'm getting it fixed tomorrow

I fucked up .grumbles.

although today was fun I got to chill with sean which is great I redid my hair.

ps. riana sorry i didnt call you back my phone was tarding out <3

mmm!

2006-09-28T03:11:02Z

Im in such a great mood!

everything seems to be comming back together again.

I'm going to school tomorrow!

riana, kayleigh and nolan all came to see me (if only for a couple minutes with kayleigh and nolan)

I'm feeling better and well rested.

the only thing is the work I missed but oh well.

XD

day two.

2006-09-27T17:35:26Z

so it's day two of me missing school.

this is bull. I should be back tomorrow. well actually I better be back tomorrow.

I'm missing a test today, nothing pisses me off more about being sick than missing test/big projects. also I'm not able to hand in my thing for stage craft fuck this.

guh.

.cough sniff cough.

2006-09-26T16:33:26Z

I want to sleep more but its pretty hard when I can't breath out of my nose.

I hate being sick

-.-'

2006-09-26T04:00:16Z

great.

I'm missing school tomorrow and I can't sleep

.grumble.

.cough hack.

2006-09-26T00:25:02Z

I seem to have struck a sour note.

oh and I'm sick.

ebert and roeper

2006-09-25T17:36:20Z

two thumbs up for everyone with bloggers.

and five stars to those who are naive enough to think no one reads them

yawn.

2006-09-25T16:36:21Z

ugh i have to move the computer today which is annoying because since I moved the computer the first time the cable phone thing has been put where i used to put in the modem so now I'm going to have to fuck up the phone for a while before I can have the ompcuter up there.

my mother's ideas suck. I dont see why we cant just keep the computer down here. It is the spare room but no my mother has to be like a small child and wants her own room. She gets the master bedroom with the nice bathroom and a closet thats half the size of my room, she has to share that bedroom. She shouldnt get 2 bedrooms.

Also I'm still stuffed up and I really don't want to go out today but riana has made plans so I guess I'm going. grah.

gurrrgle

2006-09-25T05:06:13Z

I hate three things right now

1. when people make impromptu plans

2.Naive people

3.being sick.

yey!

2006-09-24T07:33:07Z

I'm back!

haha. I'm done with drama for now.. I do what I want again.

I'm going to go do my science homework now.

peashe ouhot